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SARANAGATI
SRI RAMANASRAMAM
OCTOBER 2025
VOL. 19, NO. 10

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Dear Devotees,

As we near the end of the month of September, the joyous Navaratri festival is in full swing, replete with colour and devotion.

In this issue we complete the autobiographical account from G. V. Subbaramayya and his highlights in the Hall with Bhagavan, including the months of repeated surgeries that left GVS and other devotees concerned for Bhagavan's longevity. (see p. 3).

In Ramana Reflections, we look at how to free the radiance of the heart overwhelmed and congested by the inputs of the modern era (see p. 10).

For videos, photos and other news of events: https://www.gururamana.org or write to us at: saranagati@gururamana.org. For the web version: https://sriramana.org/saranagati/October_2025/.

In Sri Bhagavan,
Saranagati


Table of Content


Calendar of Ashram Events

4th Oct [Sat] Pradosham
22nd Oct [Wed] Viswanatha Swami Day
6th Oct [Mon] Full Moon
3rd Nov [Mon] Pradosham
14th Oct [Tue] Punarvasu
4th Nov [Tue] Full Moon
18th Oct [Sat] Pradosham
5th Nov [Wed] Full Moon Sri Chakra Puja
20th Oct [Mon] Deepavali
8th Nov (Sat) Mastan Swami Day
21st Oct [Tue] Amavasya
10th Nov [Tue] Punarvasu

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Ramana Maharshi

In the last segment, we looked at how visits from 1946-48 were marked by Bhagavan's warm recognition—such as welcoming GVS during the Telugu Upadesa Saram recitation and Nagamma's foretelling GVS's arrival.

In 1949 GVS played a major role in gathering rice for the Mahakumbhabhishekam of the Mother's Shrine, overcoming shortages and transport hurdles with unexpected help from old acquaintances and government officials. The consecration, graced by the presence of the Sankaracharya of Puri, filled the Ashram with lights, Vedic chanting, and puja. Bhagavan's smile of welcome and words of quiet kindness crowned Subbaramayya's lifelong service, uniting daily action with unwavering devotion.

During the next visit, Prof. D.S. Sarma asked if Bhagavan's life had followed the classical mystical path of purgation, illumination, and union, common among Western mystics. Bhagavan replied that he knew no such phases:

I never practised pranayama or japa. I knew no mantras and had no set rules for meditation or contemplation. Even after learning about such practices later, I remained uninterested. My mind still refuses to pay attention to them. Sadhana implies something to be gained and a method to gain it—but what is there to gain that we do not already possess?

In meditation, the task is not to think of anything but to be still. That stillness is our natural state—called by many names: moksha, jnana, atma. There was a time when I often sat with my eyes closed. But it wasn't sadhana. Even now I sometimes sit with closed eyes. If others call it sadhana, let them—it makes no difference to me.

People believe that by practising elaborate sadhanas, the Self will appear in a glorious form, and they will experience what is called Sakshatkaram. The Self is certainly sakshat—ever-present—but there is no karam in it. Karam implies doing, but the Self is realized not by doing anything, but by refraining from action, by remaining still, and simply being what we truly are.

Earlier in January 1947, Ramanatha Brahmachari, a beloved devotee, passed away. GVS proposed singing the Ramana Anubhuti hymn, but Nagamma noted it had already been sung by the Cuddalore devotees. She also voiced concern over Bhagavan's alarming emaciation. When GVS urged Bhagavan to take thicker buttermilk for nourishment, Bhagavan quipped, "So you want me to take thick buttermilk or curds—which would be even better! I too see the advantage. I'd be getting a writing-table free of cost!"—referring humorously to the potential belly bulge.

One afternoon, Bhagavan stood near the guest room, leaning on a walking stick, talking to two poor, motherless children. He called GVS over, pointed to them, and said with a tear in his eye, "These are also motherless children." This was a reference to GVS's children who were now motherless, a special moment where Bhagavan's human tenderness was unmistakably evident.

By October 1947, Bhagavan was suffering from a persistent cold and had drastically reduced his food intake. He would deflect concerns by saying he had been eating too much. GVS left the Ashram on 26th October, deeply troubled by Bhagavan's visible weakness.

The year 1948 began inauspiciously for GVS, who himself fell sick, struck by severe diarrhoea while at the Ashram. He remained bedridden for two days. Bhagavan noticed his absence from the Hall and sent word urging him to avoid the fruit-juice diet usually recommended. On the third morning, he was astonished to hear Bhagavan himself calling from outside the window. When GVS replied that he was slightly better, Bhagavan departed silently. That day, the Sarvadhikari, Chinnaswami, administered a native remedy—ayassindaram—and insisted GVS eat some rice. He soon recovered. That night, however, Bhagavan vomited and became ill, almost as though he had taken on GVS's condition.

Despite later reassurance from Balarama Reddy and others that Bhagavan's health had improved, disturbing reports continued. On 23rd January, R. Narayana Iyer shared Bhagavan's humorous comment:

Then I wasn't eating well. Now I am eating like a glutton. How much better I should be considered now!

On 18th January, Nagamma wrote of a beautiful change:

Because of the ever-increasing crowd of visitors, Bhagavan seat was shifted to the Jubilee Mantap, open on all sides, and was now giving darshan there. The almond and mango trees intertwined and looked like natural pillars, the fine cage behind and the little bathing-pool for the white peacock in front with the sparrows sporting in it formed a beautiful scene. Nagamma described how she once enjoyed the sight of Guru Ramana being attended by the white peacock on one side and a rainbow-coloured peacock on the other. The picture got imprinted on the screen of her heart. She wished that she were a great poet or painter to do justice to the celestial spectacle.

In May, GVS visited the Ashram with his son Sundararajan. They consulted Raju Sastri, a Vedic astrologer, who found the youngster's horoscope perfectly matched the prospective girl's horoscope and declared the ceremony must take place on 21st May due to "Guru palan." Initially hesitant, GVS was inwardly guided by Bhagavan's words:

What is destined must happen whether you intend or not.

GVS narrates:

I took Bhagavan's words as a hint that I must go ahead with the function. So, I wired to the girl's father and got him to the Ashram the third day. Sri Raju Sastri drafted the Lagna Patrika. It was corrected and approved by Bhagavan. Then Bhagavan told the bride's father and me: "Now you both can go, see the function through and come back with the couple."

The marriage ceremony went very well. On 10th June, the newlyweds visited the Ashram. Bhagavan fondly called the young bride a "bride of old times." GVS's daughter Alagamma recited Upadesa Saram in Sanskrit and Telugu before Bhagavan, who was at that moment correcting the Kumbhabhishekam Patrika for his mother's temple. Smiling, he handed it to her saying, Mother, this is your affair.

Cow Lakshmi
GVS remained at the Ashram after the group departed and witnessed a profoundly moving event on 18th June 1948: the passing of Cow Lakshmi. That morning, Bhagavan was informed she was nearing death. After breakfast, he visited the gosala, gently placed her head on his lap, and lovingly caressed her. As his eyes met hers, both were moved to tears, and the atmosphere grew deeply charged with emotion.

After some time, Bhagavan said in a soft voice:

Amma, Lakshmi, what do you want? I must now go to the Hall… but wherever I may be, I will never leave you.

Ramana Maharshi

At 11:45 a.m., Lakshmi breathed her last.

That day, Bhagavan composed a Tamil venba marking her liberation—an honour he had not extended even to his own mother—and later translated it into Telugu and Malayalam. That evening, she was buried with full honours beside the other animal samadhis. Bhagavan sat through the entire ceremony, offered vibuti before the grave was sealed. Puffed rice was distributed. His venba was inscribed on the samadhi:

The twelfth day in the bright half of the third month of the year Sarvadhari, Friday with the star Visaakha, declare it as the day when the cow Lakshmi attained V'imukti.

On 27th June, Nagamma wrote to GVS detailing the tenth-day ceremony. Bhagavan shared GVS's reply aloud. Verses by Bhagavan, Viswanatha Swami, G. Subba Rao, and Dr. Syed were read. Nagamma also met the grandson of Arunachalam Pillai—the man who had brought Lakshmi and her mother to the Ashram in 1926. He revealed that Lakshmi had first been cared for by Pasupati Iyer.

Lakshmi's passing and Bhagavan's sublime tenderness toward her embodied the highest truths: boundless compassion, Self-realization, and the transforming power of silent grace. It was a sacred moment, not of sorrow alone, but a luminous affirmation of Bhagavan's love for all beings—human or animal, without distinction.

The Shadow of Illness
But joy gave way to anxiety. Just before Mahakumbhabhishekam, a small growth on Bhagavan's arm had been surgically removed. A new tumour soon appeared. It was removed on 27th March 1949 and treated with radium. GVS could not visit due to his daughter Alagamma's illness. On 9th May, GVS received a letter from R. Narayana Iyer:

Bhagavan is well and improving... But doctors said amputation might be needed. Unthinkable! Tears were held back. Muruganar placed verses at Bhagavan's feet. The tumour is shrinking... When I mentioned your daughter's typhoid, Bhagavan said, 'Yes, otherwise he would be here.'

In June, as soon as Alagamma improved, GVS rushed to the Ashram. Bhagavan, seeing him at breakfast, immediately asked, "How is Alagamma?"

GVS felt blessed to be permitted to accompany Bhagavan to the cow shed, where Ranga Rao changed his bandage. The tumour was the size of a small cauliflower—blood-red and alarming—but Bhagavan kept laughing and joking, as if to ease the pain of these two close devotees.

Bhagavan had shifted to the temple hall and continued his routine. GVS served as interpreter during his interactions, though frequent bleeding and weakness were evident.

Another operation took place on 7th June. Balarama Reddy wrote the next day:

Doctors said the root of the malady was removed... Bhagavan is looking all right.

From September to November, Bhagavan's condition seemed stable. The Ashram resumed its publishing work, and GVS was asked to supervise reprints. But the relief was short-lived. In early December, a new tumour emerged above the old wound. On 19th December, it was surgically removed—the fourth operation.

On New Year's Day 1950, Bhagavan quietly shifted from the hospital to a small room opposite the New Hall. Many were unaware until redirected for darshan. Seated on a sofa outside the room, Bhagavan now gave daily darshan from there. Though the crowd was large, devotees were overjoyed be in proximity with Bhagavan again. Women were directed to sit in the coconut grove facing the room, and all rejoiced in this unexpected closeness.

Last Days
On 5th January 1950, Bhagavan's 70th Jayanti was celebrated with great fervour. Worship was elaborate, arati passed among devotees, and darshan was extended by two hours. That noon, an attendant brought GVS a message: Bhagavan wanted GVS to read his latest Telugu verses at 3 pm before the gathering. GVS narrates:

This act of compassion lifted my despair. As I stood before him reciting "The Cry of Devotees", my voice broke with emotion. Observers later said Bhagavan, visibly moved, shed tears.

On 14th January, as GVS prepared to leave, he was allowed to take leave of Bhagavan. Overcome with sorrow, he broke down. Bhagavan gently called him near, asked him to touch his afflicted arm and consoled him:

Don't worry. It will go. As it came, so it will go. The body is itself a disease—insentient matter animated only by Spirit. You people call it 'sarcoma', but in my view, there is no tumour at all.

By February, doctors still hoped for progress but soon reports told of a recurrence of the tumour. Despite this, Bhagavan continued his routine, though increasingly frail.

At the beginning of March, GVS hurried to the Ashram. The tumour was "the size of a coconut", bleeding often. With Sundaresa Iyer, GVS did pradakshina and offered prayers at the town's Durga temple. A sealed letter from his daughter Lalita, given to GVS for Bhagavan, was read silently and placed under his pillow. Bhagavan's body was weak, yet his face radiated serenity as ever.

Reports grew graver: blood loss, weak heart, fever, and worsening anaemia. On 18th March, Bhagavan collapsed, striking the tumour and vomiting twice. Yet he resumed darshan with astonishing poise. On 23rd March, R. Narayana Iyer wrote:

If this disease afflicted an ordinary man, he would scream in agony. But Bhagavan speaks no word of pain—his face shines with grace. Like a majestic Christ on the Cross, he radiates silent endurance.

By 29th March, Nagamma reported Bhagavan had stopped appearing on the veranda. Devotees could only glimpse him through raised screens. By 31st March, The Hindu reported Bhagavan was completely bedridden. GVS reached the Ashram the next day and joined the darshan queue. Reclining on his couch, Bhagavan's eyes shone with grace. Later, Rangaswami told GVS:

Bhagavan noticed your presence and said, 'See, our GVS has also come. Poor man! He must have seen yesterday's newspaper and rushed here. Go and greet him.'

Though the darshan was radiant, foreboding deepened. Many feared Bhagavan would leave on 2nd April. His kidneys were failing. Yet on that morning, to everyone's astonishment, Bhagavan was shaved, as is the custom on the full-moon day.

That same morning, while evaluating exam papers, GVS read students' essays on the Buddha:

That day being a full-moon day, the Lord had his share and bath. He then called his disciples and said, "When I am gone, Truth shall be your master."

GVS reflected:

Reading that line, with the image of Bhagavan quietly shaving in the adjacent room, sent a profound tremor through my heart.

Ramana Maharshi

Final Darshan and Mahasamadhi
On 4th April 1950, French photographer Henri Cartier-Bresson captured Bhagavan reclining on a raised bed, weak but luminous. Darshan was now restricted to morning and evening queues.

That night, as GVS prepared to leave, the gatekeeper Jayadevalal quietly asked, "Do you want to see Bhagavan?" On saying yes, GVS was ushered inside:
Bhagavan lay facing the entrance as if awaiting someone. As I prostrated and rose, he said, "Come in." I approached, and he asked, "What do you want?" With tears streaming, I replied, "I want abhagavan." His reply came instantly, overflowing with grace: "Saree, Icchanu!" ("Yes, I have given it"). Then he added, "Don't fear. As it came, so it will go." A great burden lifted from my heart. Touching his feet, I felt plunged into an ocean of peace and bliss. That moment remains eternally etched in my being.

(GVS later commented that Bhagavan's "it will go" was not a reference to the sarcoma, but to the body itself.)

Back home, worsening reports continued. On 9th April, Bhagavan's condition was critical: no food, weak pulse, hiccups. Yet when darshan queues were paused, he refused even water until devotees were admitted. That evening he sat upright, bearing all discomfort until darshan concluded.

By 14th April, his condition was dire. Early that morning, he grew still; many thought the end had come. Around 1:30 am he stirred slightly, but from then no more monitoring was done. He refused medicine, though he occasionally spoke, his voice retaining its resonance.

On 15th April, GVS heard the news by radio. Mahasamadhi rites would conclude by noon. Unable to find transport, he later wrote:
Perhaps it was part of the abhayam granted to me—that I be spared the anguish of seeing his lifeless form.

N. Ramachandra Rao reported:
Bhagavan disappeared last night at 8:47 pm. He has taken his place in the hearts of his devotees.

R. Narayana Iyer wrote:
Last night, sitting after dinner, I saw a brilliant meteor shoot from the southern horizon, arch northward, and vanish behind Arunachala. Instantly I felt it was Bhagavan. I ran to the Ashram. Doctors rushed in. The end had come. The river from which we drank with delight has emptied into the Ocean. I wept until my heart was dry. Now, only blankness remains. Though I could not be with him in life, I was present as his body was lowered into the Samadhi pit, staying until 9:30 pm last night. Today, I rest—surrounded by the stillness of the sepulchre.

Years later, in 1955, GVS dreamt vividly:
I saw Bhagavan and the Sankaracharya of Kanchi seated together on a hill-top choultry. My heart leapt with joy. The Sankaracharya asked about my Sanskrit learning. Bhagavan assured him it was sufficient. Then the Acharya recited a Vedic rik and asked me to translate it, which I did to his satisfaction. Tirtham was brought. Bhagavan sipped it and passed it to the Acharya, who in turn gave it to me to distribute among a vast crowd. As I finished serving, the last drop was gone. When I returned the empty vessel, the Sankaracharya asked if I had taken any. I replied "no". Bhagavan then said, "It does not matter. Distribution to others is prasad to oneself." After this, food was served. As darkness fell, I tried to switch on the lights. The first try failed, but on the second, the whole hall lit up—and then I awoke.

Writing about this dream in May 1956, GVS concluded:
Indeed, the foregoing reminiscences are the tirtham Bhagavan gave and sharing them is the prasad I have received.

He added:
As I wrote these final words at 10:05 am, my daughter Alagamma ran into my room with coconut water, saying, "Here is tirtham from Mother after worship."

So that is that. —(series concluded)


BHAGAVAN'S HANDWRITING

"O God Supreme!" Sannidhi Murai, v. 159
Bhagavan's Handwriting

āccuppōc cenna vakantai atankurrāl When the ego is subsided, annihilated and gone, will there be
ēccuppēccuntō ramanap parāparamē room for name-calling, Oh Supreme God?

SIMILES FROM BHAGAVAN

The Sun's Aloofness

Without desire, resolve, or effort, the sun rises; and in its mere presence, the sun-stone emits fire, the lotus blooms, water evaporates; people perform their various functions and then rest. Just as in the presence of the magnet the needle moves, it is by virtue of the mere presence of God that the souls governed by the three (cosmic) functions or the fivefold divine activity perform their actions and then rest, in accordance with their respective karmas. God has no resolve; no karma attaches itself to Him. That is like worldly actions not affecting the sun, or like the merits and demerits of the other four elements not affecting all pervading space. — Who Am I? §17.


NAVARATRI

Ramanasramam, September 2025
Navaratri

In the Ramayana, Lord Rama sought Durga's blessings before going into battle with Ravana. In the Mahabharata, Lord Krishna instructed Arjuna to worship Goddess Durga to assure a favourable outcome in the battle of Kurukshetra. Various scriptures and epics tell of the fierce encounter between Durga and Mahishasura, the demon who went about the world menacing Devas and humans. Born of Rambha, king of the asuras, and a buffalo mother cursed from birth, Mahishasura conquered the celestial realms until the gods, helpless against him, combined their energies in manifesting Durga. After nine days of fierce battle, she slew the demon on dasami shukla paksha,, the auspicious tenth day of the waxing moon, celebrated all around as 'Vijayadasami'.

On Mahalaya Amavasya, 21st September 2025, the new moon before Navaratri, the image of Goddess Yogambika was ceremonially taken from her inner sanctum in Sri Matrubhuteswara Temple. In a graceful evening procession, she was carried around Bhagavan's Shrine and then installed in a small mantapam at the front of the Mother's Shrine. This traditional event signalled the start of the ten nights of Navaratri, when the Divine Mother is worshipped in her many cosmic forms.

Navaratri

The first night's alankaram portrayed Meenakshi, the radiant queen of Madurai and an incarnation of Parvati revered as Goddess Mathangi. On the second night she appeared as Gajalakshmi, seated on a lotus while elephants bathed her in water from their trunks, blessing devotees with abundance. The third night celebrated Rajeswari, sovereign of the universe, and the fourth highlighted Tapas, symbolising the fiery power of austerity.

The fifth evening brought Rishabha Vahanam, the great bull of Siva whose four legs represent the four Vedas. The sixth depicted Linga Puja, recalling the day Parvati shaped a linga of sand on the riverbank at Kanchipuram, prompting Lord Siva's boon: "Let this linga made by you remain for the welfare of all humankind." On the seventh night Yogambika was adorned as Sesha Sayanam, Lord Vishnu resting on the cosmic serpent Sesha, emblem of wisdom and immortality.

Navaratri

The eighth evening, Venuganam, "song of the flute," suggested that even Krishna's music and power arise from the supreme energy of Parashakti.

The great ninth night celebrated Saraswati, goddess of learning, music, and the creative arts, whose insight enabled Brahma to shape the universe.

Navaratri culminated on the tenth night with Mahishasura Mardini, the fierce Durga who vanquished the buffalo-demon Mahishasura.

At Ramanasramam, on the afternoon of the ninth day, Saraswati Puja took place in the bookshall, library and dispensary while the festival's first evening brought a Carnatic music programme in the Library Auditorium. Garba /dandiya dancing took place on the eleventh day in the Library Auditorium.

These ten nights of vivid worship and storytelling honour the many aspects of the Divine Mother, revealing her as protector, teacher, and creative power, and filling Sri Ramanasramam with music, light, and the living presence of Shakti. —

Navaratri

RAMANA REFLECTIONS

Unveiling the Heart's Radiance
RAMANA REFLECTIONS
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Ramana Reflections

There are seasons in life when everything seems to unravel. Outer remedies fail and inner efforts feel powerless. Much of this distress, Bhagavan would say, does not come from circumstances themselves but from a heart that is overwhelmed. Through enquiry, we begin to see that the real logjam is not coming from outside but lies within. If we can make the time in our schedule and open the space in our heart to sit patiently with this inner congestion, knots loosen, clarity returns, and a natural flow can be restored.

What we are looking for is intrinsic to the Heart: the light that shines in the cave of every being, as the Katha Upanishad phrases it. Old impressions and unassimilated grief—accumulated over years or even lifetimes—clog the mind, giving the impression that something is badly broken. In such a contracted state, we live half-awake, ever ready to react and resist what the world brings us. The Heart's warmth, veiled by defences and fixed patterns, registers as an ongoing longing to come free of the burden and arrive at some new way of living centred on the hidden expanse within. Bhagavan clarifies:

What we call the Heart or mind is simply the meeting place of the elements of phenomenal existence, appearing as inner and outer. All phenomena of name and form are, in truth, nothing but mind. What seems outside is in reality within. The Vedas teach this by declaring that everything is of the nature of the Heart. And this Heart is none other than Brahman.1

The Upanishads echo the same theme:

When the one Reality is directly known, the knot of the heart is untied, all doubts vanish, and the bondage of karma falls away. In that silent ocean of Being, all that is false melts away, and the Heart stands revealed as infinite grace.2

Manikkavachakar told how Lord Siva stole his heart with a single glance, showing that grace emerges when the longing is intense enough.

These reflections point to an inner process, a reality outside of time that indwells each of us, as if we were under the care of a personal, private deity who has as his or her singular directive to guide our steps toward destiny. As our longing congeals, as our attention steadies, the filters of karmic blockages begin to dissolve, revitalising body and mind. The radiance of the Heart rises as the most primordial condition—a force of nature propelled by the inexorable laws of the Divine, bringing about the mind's native clarity. Our spiritual efforts are therefore more a removal than an acquisition—a refining of our vision.

As healing softens the residues of sorrow and reintegrates them, we discover that nothing essential was ever lost: the radiant Heart is whole, pliant, eager to express its intrinsic qualities. Like a river wearing down a stone, the Heart's radiance causes thought to lose its compulsive edge. Unveiling the radiance of the Heart centres on simply removing what never belonged.

Grieving in Real Time
Tradition tells us that old deeds are eliminated by experiencing their results little by little.3 Such wearing away is realizable by allowing prarabdha to be known and felt directly in real time. Wearing away simply means being present to—grieving the unpleasantness that prarabdha causes us. Karmic burdens denied are complicated and made even less digestible by our non-compliance—the refusal to grieve what needs grieving, the refusal to process what needs processing.

The soul leads us down the path we are fated to follow, not giving us any say-so in the matter. Our suffering is not caused by the path itself, but by our resistance to it.

What is grieving in real time? It is being present to uncomfortable moments that come to pass during everyday life. We learn to acknowledge, identify and feel the full weight of occurrences—internal and external—as and when they arise. We acknowledge the distress they cause us but avoid shirking from the discomfort. This assumes that we have already enquired into earlier accumulated psychic material and assimilated it. Assimilation of past painful experiences comes about by enquiring into them and allowing their burden to be fully acknowledged. Sense indulgence is easier, but it does not give lasting results, and besides, brings further karmic difficulty.

Grieving in real time assumes that we are willing to enquire neutrally into every moment, day in and day out. If formerly we pushed things away through distraction, blame, shame, compulsion or addiction, we will have seen how prarabdha can become unworkable, accumulating in layers and taking on forms that are dense and unwieldy.

Bhagavan once said, 'suffering is the way'.4 This is because suffering highlights the places where accumulations are dense, where enquiry needed. When suffering arises, rather than pitting ourselves against it, we greet it head-on with every ounce of faith we can muster. When discomfort overwhelms us, we call on Bhagavan to give us strength. When we find ourselves spiralling into endless reactivity, rather than rejecting it or sweeping it under the rug, we enquire neutrally into it as a new moment to be noted, observed, and assimilated.

False Refuges
Grieving in real time invites us to avoid deluded mentation. We no longer need to deceive ourselves and thereby, we can remain attentive, avoiding the habitual escape routes of the mind.

In our age, the most beguiling refuge is thought itself. We come to treat the thinking mind as home—as if it were our very own self. Bhagavan narrates:

The mind should be made to rest in the Heart till the destruction of the ‘I’-thought, which is ignorance, is vouchsafed. This is jnana; this alone is dhyana.55

Ramana Reflections

Thought appears to us as a safe refuge but it is the realm of lotus-eaters, a place of gentle forgetfulness where we escape—at our peril—the small disappointments and larger sorrows of daily life. A few swipes on a device, and we are transported to distant, virtual lands, eluding the reality within.

Even spiritual aspirants are not immune. We may be prone to try and live our religious life from the outside in—efficient in practice yet thin in meaningful engagement. Our relationship to Bhagavan's teaching can turn mechanical, as if it were a program to be run rather than a call to be lived. To compensate for the missing warmth, we may exaggerate or embellish stories from Bhagavan's life—as if the truth needed dressing up. We may cling to outer forms of the Ramana path or turn to comparison, weighing Bhagavan's words against other traditions in search of subtle advantage. In doing so, we risk shrinking the universal vision into a sectarian claim, turning the all-embracing Ramana way into mere religious dogma—after all, other faiths are not rivals to Bhagavan's path but fellow expressions of the same timeless call to unity and truth.

When Striving Ends
Our lesser impulses arise from unresolved samskaras, reactivity to what is not yet whole in us. As samskaras mend, the Heart's innate radiance shines on its own—life-affirming, unburdened, relaxed, and free. Bhagavan comments:

Although it is described thus, the meaning of the word Heart (hridayam) is the Self (Atman). As it is denoted by the terms 'existence', 'consciousness', 'bliss', 'eternal' and 'plenum' (sat, chit, anandam, nityam, purnam), it has no polarities such as exterior and interior or up and down. That tranquil state in which all thoughts come to an end is called the Self. When it is realized, there is no scope for discussions about its location inside or outside the body.6

We often imagine that fulfilment is gained from outside. Yet true peace dawns when we discover that the only real need is turning inward. The early 19th century English poet Samuel Coleridge glimpsed this when he spoke of the Primary Imagination as:

The living power and prime agent of all human perception, a repetition in the finite mind of the eternal act of creation in the infinite I AM.7

Imagination, in this deeper sense, is not fantasy but the original awareness, prior to and sustaining all perception.

Bhagavan points us in the same direction. As striving subsides, the mind grows still and transparent. We stop trying to perfect ourselves or arrive elsewhere. We rest in the very conditions we once resisted, letting thoughts and emotions simply be. Paradoxically, such wholehearted acceptance lifts us beyond limitation. The Katha Upanishad likens this return to the discovery of a hidden treasure:

The Self, smaller than the smallest and greater than the greatest, is hidden in the cave of the heart. The wise, who restrain desire and still the mind, behold that glory and go beyond grief.8

When striving ceases, the Heart shines of its own, like a lamp on a windless night. As the compulsion to improve falls away, perception regains its innocence. We look at a tree or hear a birdcall without naming or measuring. Seeing is simply seeing; hearing is simply hearing. This is because there is no urge from within to comment on what is, no longer any need to bring an imaginary small self into the picture. Things are left to themselves because the most wholesome commentary we can make about our surroundings or the people in our midst is seeing them as they are from a quiet place within—pure and unmediated.

This is neither remote nor mystical but immediate and simple. The soul possesses all truth and needs only remember what it already knows. Bhagavan speaks of aparoksha-jnana—direct, non-mediated knowledge of Brahman where thought ceases, and the Self reveals itself as direct seeing (saksatkara). This is where knower, known, and knowing merge as one in Silence. Bhagavan explains with characteristic clarity:

All scriptures affirm that freedom lies in destroying self-conceit. Therefore, let the body remain like a corpse and refrain from saying "I." Ask instead, "What is it that rises as I?" In that enquiry, thoughts fall away and pure, limitless consciousness shines of itself.9

This work is gentle but exacting. When we notice the faintest contraction of the mind, we greet it with patience. We befriend what we fear, allowing the "crying babies" of unassimilated grief to be soothed rather than exiled. As veils thin, thought loses its compulsive edge, and something quieter than pleasure, more soothing than stimulation begins to take root. Bhagavan affirms that the silent Heart is not passive but dynamic:

When Brahman shines in the hearts of all souls as the Self, the name 'Heart' is given.10

Inquiry dissolves the fiction of a doer and its release frees us from myriad habits. Our longing is thus redirected from objects to Being; each sincere act of letting go reveals awareness as one's own nature—and with it, the peace sought in everything else.

The Heart's radiance is not an attainment but a return. When we cease to fight with the conditions of our lives and instead consent to reality, the Self reveals its intrinsic freedom: simple, whole, and unbound—the very image of the great I AM celebrated by the Upanishads and embodied in the lives and teachings of India's sages, not least of all, in that of the Sage Ramana. —


In Focus: September Edition

Ramana Maharshi

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Best Shot: Quietly at the Centre of It All

Nandi

Nandi, the sacred bull, is Lord Siva's foremost devotee and eternal attendant. In every Siva temple he sits directly before the sanctum, perfectly still and facing the linga in unbroken contemplation. Symbolically he embodies strength, steadiness, and the patient silence of a heart absorbed in the Divine. By tradition, worshippers first bow to Nandi before entering the shrine, honouring him as Mahadeva's chief disciple and the guardian of the sanctum. Scriptures describe him as the very embodiment of dharma—faithful service and unwavering love—and as the ideal seeker who waits only upon Siva's will.

In this photo, Nandi is pictured in quiet repose, witnessing the lively goings-on of the Navaratri festival. While music, lights, and festive movements fill the Mother's Shrine, he remains silent, absorbed in the Presence. To pause before Nandi is to be reminded to cultivate the same stillness and steadfast devotion that lead from samsara to union with the Lord. —

D. Thiyagarajan


Navaratri Alankara

Navaratri Alankara

Reciting the Lalitha Sahasranamam one hundred times was first performed during Navaratri in 1942 and became an Ashram tradition. At that time, drawing master Narayanaswami was doing the alankaras. Later Kittu Mama came to the Ashram as a Vedapatasala student in 1935 and carried out this honourable task right up till his dying day on the steps of the Ashram office in October 1995, just four days after decorating the deity at Navaratri. Following his departure, Navaratri alankara decorations fell to the assistant priest, Appichi Mama who took up the responsibility until his passing in July 2007.

Appichi Mama's son, Ramanan did Navaratri alankaras for two years followed by Manikantan who had this honour from the year 2009 until his tragic death in February 2016. From 2016, Manikantan's childhood friend and colleague, the Ashram accountant T.K. Arunachalam carried on this noble work until, owing to ill health, was unable to continue. This year, the honour fell to the Ashram priests, Sri Uday Hegde and Sri Ravichandra Bhatt.

Devi upasikas assisted in the daily preparations for the morning and evening pujas in the Mother's Shrine. They also decorated Bhagavan's statue area in the New Hall. Additionally, this year brought golu doll decorations to the area beneath Bhagavan's photo in the New Hall. These are traditional figures from the scriptures depicting themes of victory over evil. —

Navaratri Alankara

Events in Sri Ramanasramam: Saraswati Puja at the Bookshall and Carpentry Shop

Saraswati Puja

On the morning of Wednesday, 1st October, Saraswati Puja was observed at Sri Ramanasramam with the Ashram President in attendance. The day began at the carpentry shop, where the goddess of wisdom was invoked to bless the implements of daily work. Tools from the carpentry shop, gosala, gardens,

Saraswati Puja
and grounds department were reverentially worshipped, acknowledging that every act of service in the Ashram is sanctified by Bhagavan's presence. The rites concluded with the traditional blessing of the Ashram vehicles. In the afternoon, puja was held in the bookshall, amidst publications carrying Bhagavan's teachings. Books, — instruments from the Archives and Dispensary received blessings in a brief arati. The rite continued at the bookshall counters, in the Ashram offices, and the computer room, affirming that learning and service rest under Saraswati's care. The observance ended with distribution of prasad.

Saraswati Puja

Behind the Scenes: The Ashram Kitchen and Stores Staff

Ashram Kitchen Staff

Visitors to Sri Ramanasramam may feel that the Ashram runs effortlessly on its own. In one sense this is true, for Bhagavan's grace pervades every corner. Yet behind the scenes, a dedicated team of staff work long hours to keep daily life flowing—none more so than those in the Ashram kitchen.

In Bhagavan's lifetime, the Sage expected the highest standards from everyone, especially in the preparation of food. He encouraged the cooks to see their work as sadhana: vegetables cut to the right size, spices freshly ground, every step performed with care and economy. His own example of simplicity and frugality guided them to use every ingredient thoughtfully.

Today the demands are even greater as more visitors arrive at the Ashram each year. The kitchen team begins at 4:45 am and serves until the evening meal ends around 7:30 p.m., quietly sustaining the ashram community and countless pilgrims.

Their tireless offering nourishes the body and spirit of all who come in Bhagavan's name. May all devotees remember with gratitude the service and dedication of the kitchen staff.

Pictured here with the Ashram President, Dr. Venkat S. Ramanan and Mrs. President, Dr. Nitya Ramanan; from top right: R. Sridar, S. Shankar, S. Nagaraj, G. Rajnish Tiwari, G. Vishnu Tiwari, P. Madhu, R. Balu, (seated from right): R. Balaji, S. Shrinivasan, C. Arunkumar, and R. Deepak Dube. (G. Sabarinathan, not pictured).


Sadhu Natanananda's Upadesa Ratnavali §27

The Realised will not say that the world is real.

The Realised who do not know anything as being other than Self, which is absolute Consciousness, will not say that the world, which has no existence in the view of the Supreme Brahman, is real. — GVK §23

Here, other than myself, nothing else exists. I swear to this. A gold ornament does not exist separate from the gold. In the same way that one can change the shape of gold and give it different names, I divided myself and described it. — Sorupa Saram §28

During every superimposed avastha the liberated one clearly knows that the illusion of sound and the illusion of real and unreal are only the illusion of the mind, because [be knows that] the superimposed avastha that manifests and perishes is false. — Sorupa Saram §43

The false world will never be able to seduce the true sages, who are filled with light and perfect without boundaries, who have complete disinterest in the realm of reason (cause), and who know nothing but their Self (being consciousness). — Upadesa Ratnavali §27


Obituary: Smt. Savithri Cuttaree (1947-2025)

Smt. Savithri Cuttaree

Smt. Savithri Cuttaree, founder and long-time Secretary of the Sri Ramana Maharshi Centre of Mauritius, passed away peacefully on Tuesday, 23rd September 2025 at the age of 78. She first encountered Bhagavan's teachings in the early 1970s while living in Sweden, where she and her husband, Prega Gopallakishnah Cuttaree, began practising self-enquiry. After her husband's passing in July 1977, she returned to Mauritius and, inspired by her first pilgrimage to Sri Ramanasramam during Bhagavan's Birth Centenary year, dedicated her life to sharing his message.

In 1981, Ramananjali of RMCL came to Mauritius on a World Tour in connection with the Birth Centenary under the leadership of A.R. Natarajan. Another milestone came in October 2004, when the Mauritius Centre held its ground-breaking ceremony (bhumi puja) in Reduit. Conducted in the traditional Vedic manner, sacred stones from Arunachala were placed in the foundation, along with gemstones, vibhuti, camphor, and flowers, while the sounds of nagaswaram and chants of Aksharamanamalai and Ganapati Muni's Chatvarimsat filled the air. Devotees were blessed by the presence of Swami Pranavananda of the Chinmaya Mission, who spoke movingly of his lifelong connection to Bhagavan. This event strengthened the Centre's growth as a vibrant home of Ramana devotion on the island.

Under Savithri's care, the Centre developed daily puja and scripture recitation, weekly study classes for adults and children, a library, and annual celebrations of Jayanti, Aradhana, Advent, Kartigai Deepam, and Mahasivaratri—some programs even reaching a wider audience through Mauritius Radio.

Known for her quiet devotion, gentle hospitality, and tireless service, Savithri built enduring friendships both in Mauritius and at Sri Ramanasramam, where she once met devotees who had sat directly at Bhagavan's feet. She is remembered with gratitude and affection for a life that combined steadfast faith with practical service, leaving a lasting legacy of love for Bhagavan in Mauritius. —


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